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October 7th, 2009

FIRST Tour: Finding Organic Church by Frank Viola

It is time for a FIRST Wild Card Tour book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old…or for somewhere in between! Enjoy your free peek into the book!

My Note:  So far I’m really enjoying Viola’s work.  If you’re at all interested in fellowshipping with believers outside of an institutional/program based model, then this one’s for you!

You never know when I might play a wild card on you!

Today’s Wild Card author is:
Frank Viola

and the book:

Finding Organic Church

David C. Cook; New edition (September 1, 2009)

ABOUT THE AUTHOR:


Frank Viola is a renowned author, speaker, and church planter. He is a prominent advocate and leader of the missional church, house church, and organic church movements. His books include Pagan Christianity, Reimagining Church, and From Eternity to Here. Viola and his family reside in Gainesville, Florida.

Visit the author’s website.

Product Details:

List Price: $14.99
Paperback: 320 pages
Publisher: David C. Cook; New edition (September 1, 2009)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 143476866X
ISBN-13: 978-1434768667

AND NOW…THE FIRST CHAPTER:

INTRODUCTION

RECLAIMING THE BIBLICAL NARRATIVE

It is the depravity of institutions and movements that given in the beginning to express life, they often end in throttling that very life. Therefore, they need constant review, perpetual criticism and continuous bringing back to the original purposes and spirit. The Christian church is no exception. It is the chief illustration of the above.

–E. Stanley Jones

The purpose of this book is very simple: to present the biblical narrative for church planting and to reclaim that narrative for our day.

Origin Determines Destiny

The Bible puts a great deal of stress on origins. This is because in spiritual things, origin determines destiny. Therefore, the origin of a church will determine its destiny as well as its quality. Put another way, how a church is planted has a profound effect on the character, the effectiveness, and the future of that church. Consider Paul’s words:

I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow. So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. The man who plants and the man who waters have one purpose, and each will be rewarded according to his own labor. For we are God’s fellow workers; you are God’s field, God’s building. By the grace God has given me, I laid a foundation as an expert builder, and someone else is building on it. But each one should be careful how he builds. For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ. If any man builds on this foundation using gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay or straw, his work will be shown for what it is, because the Day will bring it to light. It will be revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each man’s work. (1 Cor. 3:6-13)

In this passage, Paul uses two metaphors to describe the work of church planting: planting a field and constructing a building. For Paul, church planters are farmers (they “plant” the church), and they are builders (they “build” the church).

It is from this passage that the term church planter is derived. A church planter is one who plants the seed, which is the gospel of Jesus Christ, out of which a church is born. On the term church planter, Charles Brock writes,

The term “church planter” is rather new to many people. A church planter is a person, national or foreigner, who sows the gospel seed in a way that a New Testament church comes to life and grows.1

Paul depicts the church as a field. But he also envisions it as a building. Yet it’s a building that is alive. When Paul speaks of a field, he’s not talking about an acre of dirt. He’s speaking of a cultivated field such as a field of wheat.2 Consequently, both metaphors have in view the organic nature of the church. The church is a living organism.

Within this passage, Paul mentions three ingredients for planting healthy churches:

1. The competence of the one who plants/builds the church.

By the grace God has given me, I laid a foundation as an expert builder. (1 Cor. 3:10a)

1 Charles Brock, The Principles and Practice of Indigenous Church Planting (Nashville: Broadman,

1981), 12-13.
2 The Greek word used in this passage literally means “a cultivated field.” Interestingly, the New Testament
is consistent in portraying wheat as a depiction of Christ and His people (John 12:24; 4:35; Mark 4:29;
Luke 10:2).

2. The materials used for building.

If any man builds on this foundation using gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay or straw, his work will be shown for what it is.… It will be revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each man’s work. (1 Cor. 3:12-13)

3. The way in which the church is built.

But each one should be careful how he builds. (1 Cor. 3:10b)

The Mechanical vs. the Organic

Tragically, many modern Christians have the benighted idea that starting a church is like assembling Lego blocks. One simply has to stick his nose in the Bible, extract from its pages the practices of the early church, imitate them, and voilà, a floatable “New Testament church” is created. I call this mechanical method of church formation “biblical blueprintism.”

Biblical blueprintism is built on a rather thin ecclesiology and a misunderstanding of the organic nature of church life. For this reason, it’s profoundly flawed.

An authentic church cannot be started by the bare hands of human beings–no more than a woman can be constructed through human ingenuity or imitation. A woman must be given birth. And once born, she must be nurtured to the point where she develops on her own.

Forgive the crass illustration, but lashing together two female arms and legs onto a torso and propping a female head on top will never produce a girl. To the naked eye such a concoction may resemble a human being. But it will always lack the essential quality of humanness–which is life. And life is the product of birth. This principle holds true when we consider the matter of church planting.

Consequently, the “biblical blueprint” model is rooted in the notion that the New Testament is the new Leviticus. Advocates approach the Bible like an engineer approaches an engineering textbook. Study the structural principles and then apply them.

But church planting is not a form of engineering. And the New Testament isn’t a rule book. It’s a record of the DNA of the church at work. As T. Austin-Sparks says,

The fact is that, while certain things characterized the New Testament churches, the New Testament does not give us a complete pattern according to which churches are to be set up or formed! There is no blueprint for churches in the New Testament, and to try to form New Testament churches is only to create another system which may be as legal, sectarian, and dead as others. Churches, like the Church, are organisms which spring out of life, which life itself springs out of the Cross of Christ wrought into the very being of believers. Unless believers are crucified people, there can be no true expression of the Church.3

For us humans, the family is genetic to our species. There will always be a father, a mother, and children. This cannot be broken. It’s written in the arteries of creation.

In the same way, organic church life–the experience of the body of Christ–is instinctive to our species as Christians. It’s woven into the bloodstream of God’s universe. Provided that certain raw ingredients are in place, body life will organically and spontaneously break forth in the midst of a group of believers.

The problem we face is in removing all the baggage so that body life can arise naturally and stay healthy. This puts us on a collision course with the biblical principles of church planting.

What Is an Organic Church?

As I have stated elsewhere, I’ve been using this term for over fifteen years now. Today it has become somewhat of a clay word, being molded and shaped to mean a variety of different things by a variety of different people.

By organic church, I mean a church that is born out of spiritual life instead of being constructed by human institutions and held together by religious programs. Organic church life is a grassroots experience that is marked by face-to-face community, every-member functioning, open-participatory meetings (as opposed to pastor-topew services), nonhierarchical leadership, and the centrality and

3 T. Austin-Sparks, Words of Wisdom and Revelation (Corrina: Three Brothers, 1971), 62.

supremacy of Jesus Christ as the functional Leader and Head of the gathering.

By contrast, whenever we sin-scarred mortals try to create a church the same way we would start a business, we are defying the organic nature of church life. An organic church is one that is naturally produced when a group of people has encountered Jesus Christ in reality (external ecclesiastical props being unnecessary) and the DNA of the church is free to work without hindrance. It’s the difference between standing in front of a fan and standing outdoors on a windy day.

To summarize, an organic church is not a theater with a script. It’s a lifestyle–an authentic journey with the Lord Jesus and His disciples.

The difference between organic churches and nonorganic churches is the difference between General Motors and a vegetable garden. One is founded by humans, the other is birthed by God. One is artificial, the other is living.

For this reason, church planters are like farmers and midwives.

©2009 Cook Communications Ministries. Finding Organic Church by Frank Viola. Used with permission. May not be further reproduced. All rights reserved.

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October 5th, 2009

Book Review: In the Presence of the Poor: Changing the Face of India by Kay Marshall Strom

inthepresenceofthepoorBorn into an Indian family sold out for God, Dr. B.E. Vijayam, a second generation Christian, spent much of his life surrounded by poverty, injustice, and caste-differences — the pain of a fallen world. Plagued by the question, “Why does God make so many people poor?” he turned to an ardent dedication to Marxist communism as a teen.

Through the faithful teaching of his church-planting father during times of family worship, Vijayam came to a startling understanding that the answers to poverty, violence, and injustice are found not in revolution, but rather in the person of Jesus Christ. Immediately entering into an evangelistic ministry, Vijayam’s heart for the lost has remained undiminished throughout his life, leading to the establishment of several training programs for ministers of the gospel.

Blessed with a penchant for academics, Vijayam entered into the sciences, and has been involved with the establishment of several programs dedicated to bringing technological and agricultural advances to the poor of India at a grassroots level. Combining his heart for evangelism with his experience in reaching Indians with technologies that allow them to be self-supporting, he approaches the gospel holistically — seeking to provide the hurting with their vital physical needs, and their deep spiritual need for Jesus as well.

Author Kay Marshall Strom shares Vijayam’s passion for the downtrodden and is dedicated to mobilizing western Christians through her writing. After visiting Dr. Vijaham and the projects he’s spearheaded in India, Strom is bringing his story to the western church, to encourage, and to inspire action.

As supporters of native, or national missionaries in India, In the Presence of the Poor is of particular interest to my family. The parallels Strom draws between the natural shift in the methods demonstrated for evangelism in the New Testament church of Acts and the presently occurring shift in mission-senders in the modern church are new to me. While native missionary work has always seemed practical and efficient, Strom’s thoughts provide examples from scripture to support this growing method.

Strom is an accomplished author who writes in both Christian fiction and non-fiction. While this modern day missionary biography isn’t as stirring or captivating as her splendid novelization of John Newton’s life Once Blind (after which I became a devoted fan), readers with a heart for social justice and missions will find a kindred spirit in this, Strom’s latest. News from the frontlines in the 10/40 window (where the majority of the world’s un-reached people groups dwell) is both encouraging and inspiring to read.

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October 5th, 2009

Every Little Girl Needs a Play Kitchen…

grandgourmetkitchen
A few years ago my husband made a sturdy, wooden play kitchen for my daughters.  Solidly constructed from pine which we carefully oiled, they’ve had so much fun baking, making soup, and – ahem – climbing on it.  Still, when my six-year-old caught a glimpse of the wooden KidKraft Grand Gourmet Corner Kitchen she asked me for one.  It’s pink, and OH so pretty with lots of fun details.  What little girl could resist?

We have scoped out plastic kitchens at the toy store, and they don’t run cheap; worse yet, being made from plastic they don’t hold up to UV rays well, and just aren’t as sturdy once the plasticizers leach away and they become brittle.  This pretty little cooking nook is only $195.00 – not bad at all for the limitless potential for pretend play available with a classic piece of play furniture like this.

The newest play kitchen to release from KidCraft, the Grand Gourmet Counter Kitchen features fabulous attention to detail: cloth curtains, a dishwasher, removable sink, metal pots and spatulas, transparent doors, doors that open and close, hooks for hanging things from – they all add to the fun.  A hard-to-find space-saving corner model, now even smaller play rooms can enjoy a play kitchen (or just tuck it in the living room like we do.)

Even if you’re not into pink, or have a master-boy-chef in training in your home, Pretend Play Kitchens has a wide variety of wooden kitchens of varying styles, colours, configurations, and prices available.  They also stock a wealth of play kitchen accessories – plates, tea kettles, blenders – you name it.  Trust me, once your little homemaker goes to work, you’ll need to get stocked up!

It was only after our children started playing with their kitchen that we realized they wanted more than ‘imaginary’ food and tools.  They wanted pots and pans (thankfully included with this kitchen!), stirring implements, food to throw into the soup pot, plates and serving platters so that they could play ‘restaurant’, a blender, and the list goes on.

Recommended for children between the ages of two and six, don’t be surprised if older children want to join in the fun as well.  When we have other families over to visit, everyone from 18 month old toddlers to eleven year old girls want to get in on the action at the play kitchen.  Out come the dress-ups, the pots and pans, the make-believe accents, and soon there’s a whole gaggle of girls completely immersed in creative play.

With creative play opportunities rapidly diminishing in our media saturated culture, it’s vitally important to encourage imaginative play.  Not only is there such joy to be found in these pretend interactions, but they play a role in modeling future roles as wives and mothers, fostering communication skills (when multiple siblings are playing with the same kitchen), and teaching problem-solving skills.  (Hmm, we’re all out of onions, and we need some for our scalloped potatoes – what to do?)  Above all, a wooden kitchen will provide a treasure trove of childhood memories for any child who has access to one.

Have fun playing!

October 5th, 2009

Weekly Bible Reading Report

Thanks to everyone for their encouraging words, and for joining me in my journey to actually read the Bible – ALL the way through!  Hoohoo!  My latest news is – so far so good.  I’ve been going through my daily reading from The Daily Bible (NIV) each day.  With some traveling we’ve done lately I did miss a couple of days, but soon caught up.  With the chronological daily readings I’m up to just after Jacob’s wrestle with God, and his making up with Esau.  So far the readings are very familiar (I know we’ve all read Genesis many, many times!)   This is my first time through in the NIV though, and some portions are really entertaining.  Rebekah for instance, when she is sitting on the camel saddle under which she is hiding Laban’s household God’s tells her Dad that she can’t get up because she’s having her period.  The KJV says something along the lines of – I’m in the way of women, a more veiled reference.  Very cute – modern lingo.

I’m really looking forward to Leviticus, Numbers etc.  I’ve been bogged down in these books before and given up – the narrative events of Genesis and Exodus are pretty easy to read – exciting stories etc.  The reading schedule isn’t demanding at all, and so far so good as far as reading the Bible BEFORE any other reading.  I hope that this is a spiritual disciple that will stick with me after my year of practice is completed!

October 5th, 2009

Addiction = Bondage

As a lonely teenager without a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ, I experimented with a variety of ‘recreational’ drugs.  Although I wasn’t a believer at that point in time, in retrospect I’m incredibly thankful to God for watching over my life even then.  Without getting into graphic details, my use of drugs endangered my life, and that of others I’m sorry to say.  I’ve been a staunch advocate for completely eschewing illegal drugs since that experience.

Since coming to the faith I’ve come to know individuals who were miraculously delivered of full blown addictions through a personal relationship with the saviour of mankind – Jesus Christ.  But what of our family members who don’t know Jesus, or who have turned to broken pots who won’t hold water for their sustenance, and away from the living Son of God?  Abandoning them to the ravaging, all-consuming addiction has never produced a positive change of events in my readings – it’s through the loving, determined, stubborn, and tough-love interventions of concerned family members combined with treatment programs that have resulted in improved living conditions in these situations.

Just as we turn to Jesus first and foremost in our times of trial, sickness, and struggles, we don’t eschew the help of physicians when our bones are broken, and our bodies bleeding.  When addiction attacks loved ones, we can’t stand meekly by – call upon the Lord, and avail yourself of all possible interventions, including drug rehab referral services which will help you find an appropriate treatment facility.

Toll-free referral services are available for those in search of treatment for a wide range of addictions, varying cost levels, and a variety of treatment methods (including Christian and faith based treatment programs). With so many options available it can be hard to find the right program and treatment center – help is out there, you don’t need to find do all the research yourself.

October 5th, 2009

Whewieee….

Is that the official spelling of whewie?  You know, the exclamation that you make when you forgot to take your laptop with you on a two day trip and come home to 300+ emails?  Well, that’s the sound I’m making today :) .  Readers used to my daily posts will likely be wondering where I’ve been!  We got a call from Larry’s parents that their old cow was down, so we headed off to get some dog-food, borrow a serger, pick up a boiler, grab a few more laying hens, get straw, and load up with one of our typical hillbilly loads again!  Our truck has been good to us, but she’s now having some ‘check engine’ light issues that come and go and make us nervous!  I know my email is totally overloaded, so if you’re waiting to hear from me, I really appreciate your patience :) .  Thanks!

October 1st, 2009

Betty Crocker Gluten Free Mixes Winners!

Thanks to everyone who entered our contest for the Betty Crocker gluten free baking mixes!  Our winner for the complete Betty Crocker prize pack is Barbara Wright, who is looking forward to trying the brownie mix!  And our winner for the two coupons for free mixes is April, who wants to dig into some chocolate chip cookies!

Congratulations ladies!  These are such good mixes!  Please check again for more contests in the near future!

October 1st, 2009

I Love Breastfeeding…

In fact, I’ve been breastfeeding for over 6.5 consecutive years.  Most people think that’s a bit odd, but I’m definitely dedicated to breastfeeding, it’s the healthiest, most economical choice for families (save up to $2,000/yr), best for baby and mom, provides emotional bonding, reassurance, and is God’s specially designed food for infants!  However, there are some mothers who just can’t breastfeed.  Birth complications, hormonal issues, structural difficulties – that’s where wet nurses used to come in.  In our society however, a wet nurse would break the bank, so infant formal is a convenient and cost effective option for many.

With the American government coming on board to promote breastfeeding, there have been some changes to the WIC program for low-income mothers, infants, and children.  Moms who are breastfeeding won’t receive any formula (that’s fine and good), and moms who partially breastfeed or formula feed will receive a 13% reduction in the amount of formula that they are eligible to receive.  This may leave some families looking for more cost effective options to purchase baby formula.

Because baby formula is regulated in regards to manufacturing and ingredients as per the Infant Formula Act, even lower priced, discount formulas are all required to meet the same nutritional standards as more expensive brands.  This handy baby formula calculator displays prices for a variety of brands, and compares the savings with a lower priced formula to allow parents to quickly calculate potential savings available by choosing a discount brand.

While I’ve never formula fed my children, my heart feels for those moms who so long to nurse their babes in arms but are unable to do so.  Hopefully this calculator will help moms with low incomes who are left with no other option but to feed their sweet ones formula.

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October 1st, 2009

International Sanctuary Bracelet Winner!

Thanks to everyone who entered the contest for an International Sanctuary bracelet!  Our winner is spamgirl! Please email me within 72 hours with your bracelet of choice and your mailing address.  Also, to all who entered, please consider supporting this great cause with your future gift and jewelry purchases!

October 1st, 2009

FIRST Tour: Guardian of the Flame (Seven Wonders Series #3) by T.H. Higley

It is time for a FIRST Wild Card Tour book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old…or for somewhere in between! Enjoy your free peek into the book!

My Note:  I started reading this book before I’d read the second in the series, and it’s absolutely captivating!  I like it better than the first so far!  I’m going to go back and read the second first – even though these titles stand alone.  Good stuff!  This one covers the famous incident of Cleopatra and the rug amongst other historical events.

You never know when I might play a wild card on you!

Today’s Wild Card author is:
T.L. Higley

and the book:

Guardian of the Flame

B&H Books (October 1, 2009)

ABOUT THE AUTHOR:


From her earliest childhood, there was nothing Tracy loved better than stepping into another world between the pages of a book. From dragons and knights, to the wonders of Narnia, that passion has never abated, and to Tracy, opening any novel is like stepping again through the wardrobe, into the thrilling unknown. With every book she writes, she wants to open a door like that, and invite readers to be transported with her into a place that captivates. She has traveled through Greece, Turkey, Egypt, Israel and Jordan to research her novels, and looks forward to more travel as the Seven Wonders series continues. It’s her hope that in escaping to the past with her, readers will feel they’ve walked through desert sands, explored ancient ruins, and met with the Redeeming God who is sovereign over the entire drama of human history.

Visit the author’s website.

Product Details:

List Price: $14.99
Paperback: 400 pages
Publisher: B&H Books (October 1, 2009)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0805447326
ISBN-13: 978-0805447323

AND NOW…THE FIRST CHAPTER:

Alexandria, Egypt

48 B.C.

Sophia pressed her forehead against the chilled window glass of her private chamber and tried to capture a glimpse of life, far below and out of reach.

The harbor, more than one hundred cubits down, churned with boats whose sails flapped in the dying sun like the scales of white fish, and with ant-sized servants who scurried to deliver supplies to her lighthouse before its Keeper punished them for their delay.

On a white-cushioned couch behind her, one of Euripides’s plays called for her return to its lines of tragedy. She resisted. The words had already bled into her heart with remembrances she wished to avoid.

Enough foolishness. Shoulders back and eyes unblinking, she crossed the room to a cedarwood desk. Her astronomy charts covered the wall above, but it was a more practical papyrus that she spread on its surface. She weighted the top corners with two small statuettes of Isis and Osiris with a muttered apology to the gods, and let the bottom corners curl upon themselves. The late afternoon sun burned through the window, setting dust particles afire in the air and touching the lighthouse’s fuel consumption chart and the scrawled labor requirements. Sophia retrieved her sharpened reed and ink and added notations to the latest entry.

Work first. Then she could spend the evening brooding over Euripides’s plays, and even the past.

Behind her, sharp knuckles attacked the outside of her door. Only one person knocked like that, and only one person would bother to make the climb halfway up the lighthouse’s three hundred cubits.

The door flew open before she invited entrance. Her personal servant stumbled in, eyes wide.

Sophia jumped to her feet. “Romans?”

Ares leaned against a marble stand that held the sculpted bust of Plato, winded. The heavy-footed Roman legion marched into Alexandria several weeks earlier. Sophia had been waiting for war, as one waits for a ship returning from far-off trade. Knowing it will come, never certain when.

But Ares was shaking his head. “She’s here! She climbed over the – ”

Ares was shoved aside and another figure slid into the room. Sophia’s heart danced over a few beats, then settled into a staccato. The young woman before her smiled, the languid look of a woman who knows her own power. “Sophia–” she extended both her jeweled hands. “How I have missed you!”

Sophia let out her breath with one quiet word. “Cleopatra!” She waved to her servant. “Leave us, Ares.”

The boy backed out of the room.

“And not a word of this!” Sophia called after him.

When he had closed the door she took a hesitant step toward the younger woman. “How? Have you made peace at last with your brother?”

Cleopatra flung the question aside with a wave of her hand. “The little brat knows nothing of monarchy. It is those three leeches that hiss in his ears that are the problem.” She spotted the black and gold kylix of wine and brightened. “I am parched.” She crossed to the table and ladled wine into an alabaster cup. “The sea, you know.” She filled another cup and handed it to Sophia.

Sophia studied her, speechless. Her magnetic power seemed undimmed by her recent exile. Her white robe, trimmed in gold and purple, hung a bit more loosely on her frame.

“You are thinner.” Cleopatra sipped the wine and grimaced. No doubt it had been left too long in the bowl. “Will you never cease to fret over me, Sophia?”

Sophia’s breathing had returned to normal, and she found a place on the couch. “Sit. Tell me.”

Cleopatra came to her, dropped a knee to the couch, then curled herself next to Sophia like a leopard settling to rest. She lifted the skull of a panther from the low table before them and turned it around with her long fingers.

“Did you get in unseen?” Sophia asked.

“Apollodorus rowed me into the harbor in a small boat. We docked in the Eunostos Harbor, away from the crowds. I climbed ashore at the base of the lighthouse and circled to the door. I am safe here, Sophia.”

Sophia swallowed. “Why take such a risk?”

“It has been an eventful few days.” Cleo set the skull back on the table with a thunk.

“I thought you were in Syria.”

“I was. My little brother Ptolemy and his three sycophants are camped at Pelusium, with their armies ready to attack my troops. But I believe the gods have other plans.” She smiled again, the scheming grin Sophia had known and loved since Cleopatra’s childhood.

“What have you done?” Sophia closed tight fingers around the girl’s wrist, as fear clamped itself around her heart.

Cleopatra inclined her head and laughed, then stroked Sophia’s arm with her fingertips. “An opportunity has come to me on the heels of Ptolemy’s foolishness.”

“So what has your brother done?”

“The Roman Pompey fled to my brother, hoping for Ptolemy’s support against Julius Caesar. But Ptolemy’s three advisors decided they would rather gain the favor of Caesar. They greeted Pompey with a knife point.”

“He is dead?”

Cleopatra nodded. “And now Caesar has arrived here in the city.” She crossed one leg over the other and bounced her foot. “My brother’s men sent him Pompey’s head as a gift. Caesar was furious at his adversary’s ignoble death.”

Sophia slapped her thigh. “These barbaric Romans. Impossible to comprehend. They stomp all over the world with their insatiable lust to conquer, but when someone kills their enemy, they are angered.”

Cleopatra’s eyes glittered. “Yes, he sounds fascinating, doesn’t he?”

Sophia’s apprehension returned. . “What are you going to do?”

“Take advantage of the opportunity.”

“It is not safe for you in the city, Cleopatra. You must return to Syria, under the protection of your troops.”

Cleopatra removed her hand from Sophia’s arm and unfolded herself from the couch. “You would have me remain a child forever! I am no longer your student.”

Sophia stood as well, matching the fire in Cleopatra’s eyes with her own. “You are twenty-one!”

Cleopatra flung her hair over her shoulder. Her face was a mere handspan from Sophia’s. Her voice was low. “And I am Queen of Egypt.”

Sophia shifted away, but Cleopatra clutched at her, spun her back to herself. “Do not be angry with me, my Sophia. Tell me you love me still.”

Sophia sighed. I could never control her. “Would I have spent all those painful hours teaching you the languages of Egypt if I did not love you?”

Cleopatra lips formed a pout, reinforcing her youth. “You were well-paid by my father.”

Sophia touched Cleopatra’s cheek. “And I would have done it for nothing.”

The younger woman’s expression cleared. “There, now you have made me happy. Next you must tell me how beautiful I look in spite of my thinness, and then I will be satisfied.”

Sophia looked over the queen’s long reddish-brown curls, her regal features, the fine fabric of her robe and the twinkling jewels stitched to her headpiece and wrapped around her arms and fingers. “Cleopatra, as always, you are stunning.”

The girl fluttered her eyelashes playfully. “You have them all fooled, Sophia. But not me.” She pointed to Sophia’s masculine tunic, carelessly belted. “I know the real woman beneath all your manly clothes and your harsh manner. I know there is something good buried.”

Sophia’s inner restlessness stilled, as though she had grown cold. She nodded once, unable to answer, and then retreated to the couch. Let us speak of something else.

Cleopatra dropped beside her, and leaned her head against Sophia’s shoulder with a sigh. The sun’s last rays splashed through the west window and lit up the gold trim that edged her robe.

“What will you do?” Sophia whispered, knowing she would not like the answer.

Cleopatra did not lift her head. “Caesar is ill-disposed toward my brother and his advisors tonight. I will cause his favor to fall on me.”

“And how will you accomplish this?”

Cleo laughed. “I know it has been a long time, Sophia. But do not tell me you have forgotten how a woman can gain the favor of a man.”

Sophia pulled away from her. “No, Cleo. No.”

Cleopatra tossed her hair over her shoulder. “I have only this brief moment to gain his favor. My brother will surely arrive by tomorrow. It must be tonight.”

Sophia’s stomach clenched. “You are young, inexperienced. And he is a Roman!”

“The world is changing.”

Sophia exhaled heavily. “For over two hundred years your family has ruled Egypt. The Egyptians have come to accept that. And you understand their ways. You respect their love of knowledge, you share their desire to decipher the world. You have even embraced their gods. But these Romans, Cleo, they are crude savages, interested only in blood and victory and power!”

Cleopatra looked away, to the darkening window. “I think you forget how interested in power I am myself, Sophia.”

She traced Cleo’s strong jawline. “Born to rule. Raised to rule. Queen at eighteen.” And exile in the face of your brother’s treachery has done nothing to dull the hunger. “Can I not talk you out of this foolishness?”

Cleopatra’s lips twitched in amusement. “There we are. I knew you would come around.” She pulled Sophia toward her and once more leaned against her shoulder. “Just let me stay until the darkness has fully fallen.” She sighed deeply. “I am so tired.”

Sophia relaxed into the cushions and took the weight of Cleopatra’s exhaustion. The girl was asleep in moments, leaving Sophia to her own thoughts. She let Cleo sleep as the evening wasted.

Her hair hung over Sophia’s shoulder, where her own hair would have lain if she had not cropped it close to her head. She stroked Cleopatra’s robe with one finger, then draped the fabric over her own thigh.

She is everything I am not.

And yet despite their differences, Sophia always found herself more whole in Cleo’s presence. The girl was like pressed oil, filling in the cracks and brittle places of Sophia’s soul with something warm and smooth. When they were together, all the tension and anger that seemed to define Sophia ran out of her, leaving her feeling almost human.

Sophia had begun to doze as well when Ares’s knuckle-bruising knock again sounded at the door. She glanced down to Cleopatra, but the girl’s gentle breathing continued. She shifted her to the cushions, then slipped away to open the door.

“For the love of Isis, Ares, what is it now?”

He stepped in, one hand still on the door. “A message for you, Abbas.” He held a scrap of papyrus. She pushed him into the hall and half-closed the door behind them.

Ares had called her abbas since he was a young boy.. Whether the Egyptian word for “lion” was a compliment or a slight depended on each of their moods.

Ares peered over her shoulder, into her chamber.

“Well, give the thing to me, Ares! Don’t simply stand there!”

Ares sighed and held it up to her. “Brought by one of the Library’s slaves.” He stepped close and held the message to her eyes.

Sophia moved back a pace. “You don’t need to breathe all over me!” She snatched the scrap and read it, her pulse quickening at the request inked there.

“Will you go?”

She scowled at Ares. “Reading my messages now?”

The young man, though half her age, stood much taller than Sophia. He gave her one of his crooked half-grins. “It is a long climb.”

She shoved the papyrus back into his hand and turned away. “There is nothing in the Library that cannot be brought here to me. Send a message to Sosigenes that he may visit me here in the lighthouse if he wishes.”

“The message sounded urgent.”

She whirled on him. “Then I suppose he should run!” Ares pursed his lips, and Sophia exhaled. This boy knew her well by now. He had long ceased to be offended or intimidated by her moods. “Why can Sosigenes not send a report as usual?” she asked herself aloud.

“Perhaps he thinks it is time for you to emerge from hiding.”

“I am not hiding!” Sophia put a hand out to the door. “I rarely need to leave the lighthouse. Why should today be different?”

“Because today someone has asked.”

The door blurred before her. It was true, no one had requested her presence in the city for a great while. “They fear me.”

Ares’s laugh was soft. “Yes, the mighty Artemis, commanding the world from her high tower.”

Sophia’s lips curled into a sneer and she faced the boy again. “Which am I, Ares, a lion or a goddess?”

He lowered his eyes. “Both need sometimes to emerge from solitude.”

“Well, not today. Send the message to Sosigenes. And send ten drachma with it, to remind him under whose patronage he spends his hours.”

Ares bowed his head and turned to the ramp, his silence seeming to condemn her.

Sophia closed her eyes and pressed her fingers into the bridge of her nose. She disliked leaving the lighthouse, and it annoyed her that the old scholar would summon her. She pushed back the thought that Ares’s comments were the true source of her irritation, then reentered her private rooms and lit several lamps. The flames played on the deep reds and blacks of the room’s furnishings, on which she had spared no expense. The luxury of her chamber rivaled any in the palace. The money that flowed continually to the lighthouse enabled her to live as she wished.

She retrieved the wine Cleo had poured. At the window, she lifted the cup to the harbor in a silent salute, then sipped the wine, ignoring its bitter finish. Yes, I live as I wish.

And every day the ever-present sea breezes whispered in her ear like a spiteful friend who would never let her forget.

She spent an hour over the charts, fine-tuning the plans for the coming month, searching for the slightest opportunity to increase efficiency. When the first noises shot up the cylindrical core of the lighthouse, Sophia barely noticed.

Moments later she dropped her reed on the desk, startling Cleopatra. The girl gasped, then heard the shouts. She turned wide eyes to Sophia. “Who is it?”

Sophia tilted her head to the noise again. Her fingers tightened on her chair.

“Soldiers.”

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